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11月8日 SPM & YE: the last moments of 2009 Actually I did not really enjoy like what you can imagine after reading my previous post. It's not right to be too relax at the wrong time, especially now and the other reason is, SPM has become more challenging with the new grading system. An extra grade of A+ means a lot to some, it does mean something to me. That there is more to strive hard for, that you might be more recognized if you are really good. I do not have much idea on the quality of A+, and cannot say that I am certain to be in that category. I do not aim that high, to be the tops but I'll do my best to see how much can I achieve. Yea, time is always the limiting factor. 9 and 1/2 more days left. Dont waste it.
 WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES, I AM GOING TO BE IN DENMARK SOON!!!!! Not for a holiday trip, but Youth Exchange!!! I got the news quite late, after I thought that I was to be dissapointed. You cant imagine how excited was I!!! I was first offered to Auckland in New Zealand, but due to the unsuitable date which is clashing with SPM, I was given another choice to Denmark. Denmark is not bad right, I heard it is the happiest country in the world :D I'll be saying goodbye to Malaysia on 15th Dec 09. Hmm... Yes it's the next day after my last subject of SPM, Chinese. Will start preparing after Chemistry paper :) Need to do some research & study about Malaysia. It'll be near winter there that time 0.0 That will be the first time I experience winter then, just hope I won't fall sick hehe. Going with Mei Ling :) & ohya, I cant really gurantee souvenirs from Denmark, things there will be really expensive & I am not sure whether I have time to hunt for them, sorry ya but I'll try to lah
 Seems like my remaining days in year 2009 will be contributed to SPM & Youth Exchange, hardly have time for anything else, & I cant be involved in celebration after SPM with friends. But it's ok, because I am really lucky to have this golden opportunity to be a Youth Exchangee, really appreciate it
 Ok, this is eating up my precious time, I am going to continue studying...
BySookYing.7/11/09.6.15pm. 10月1日 Before SPM Hey! The exams were over and there will be no more until the real big thing ----SPM!! Had been sitting exams for so many weeks, until got a bit phobia for exams already, haha! I have gotten back some of the exam papers, & as usual, my results are OK, within the range of marks they are always in between. Overall satisfying. I think that SPM should be ok & not that difficult for me to score As, since the standard is quite low (like passing marks).
We form 5s have one & a half more months to make ourselves well-prepared for the exam that decides our future. We should be busy through this period of time huh, doing nothing else other than those relating to our studies. BUT, that doesn't really seem to be the case, haha. Maybe we got a bit frustrated after studying exceeding the limit for trials and now, don't feel like facing books. At least for those who really studied over the pass 2 months. (Like me? hahaha) Going to school seems to be pointless cause you are probably going to chat, day dream, sleep, or doing nothing meaningful in the almost-empty classroom. Few will have the mood to study there. So staying at home? If you actually do not waste the suppose-to-be-school-time by studying at home, that's good but rare. Anyway this period of time is the last chance, to make us less likely to regret after the SPM result slips are in our hands. (means get better results by studying lah) =P
As for me, I am finding things to do. Taking undang test, searching for a bit of entertainment like visiting cinemas, let my "beautiful" voice be heard in karaoke, considering to start dancing classes etc. Are those extraordinary for a person who is taking SPM so soon? hahahah. I won't neglect my studies either, those are just to release stress or make me not to hate studying. Maybe they will help in my studies? ok, enough of nonsence.
Yoyo. light brown colour, small triangular ears, medium-length tail, black and round eyes. Naughty, not used to not having freedom, likes to bite, fierce when she wants something, noisy sometimes, playful. It's her, my new puppy, just got her last Monday. A conflict happens because of her. Mum doesn't really want her, furthermore she is not obedient and makes her angry. I don't know whether Yoyo can stay here how long more. Haih, just think that why cant we not give up once we have started? If we really want to have a dog, then just endure anything and do the what we could for it. My family members are just so lack of patience. Thinking of giving up after only 10 days?! I think I can do my part in that, but there's no use if I am the only one.
I am going to do it in being patience and controlling my temper/ anger. Not going to be like her, so much of nonsence. Well.
I'm trying to write here more often if possible.
BySookYing.1/10/2009.11.00pm. 8月23日 Happy HolidayHey holidays' here! So much that I wanted to blog about in this one & half month's time but did not do so. Like Mighty Minds, YE, my crazy essay, exams, Leo installation, abrsm etc etc. Anyway not much point to do so (blog) also. (Since no one visit)
This time I'm not gonna waste my precious holiday! Besides study mayb i want to take undang if possible. Everyone is like do-everything-after-SPM-lah since beginning of this year but i think if u can manage yr studies u do not really need to wait. Dont feel like blogging so much now.
Happy Holiday!!!
BySookYing.23/8/09.7.45pm. 7月5日 N.S.- Not SadI just finished my last report, my 12th report as a Leo Secretary. My responsibility is considered ended. Mmm... I'm suppose I feel relieved. No more rushing of reports while the adrenaline is rushing in my veins; no more restless nights, panda eyes; no more non-stop typing while digging deeply my poor brain for ideas. Somehow I dont really like to on the computer because usually oning computer means lots and lots of paperwork.
 Even now I dont on my comp that often (although I dont have anymore paperwork) after being a busy secretary. A little phobia for oning computer has developed (since I bcame a sec) maybe? hahaha.__________________________________________________________________________________________________________
It's the thing every form 5 was talking about on 1st July. U sure know. The "U kena?" question will surely be rated "the most frequently heard sentence" on that day or starting from the night before it. I 1st knew about it when I saw a lot of 'I kena's/'I din kena's on facebook. Then the next morning I woke up finding that my destiny wants me to get that experience. Yes, I am chosen as 1 of the 24% of them. Before I knew about this, I did not specifically wished for being chosen or not to be chosen. Both are ok for me as I dont see NS as most of them see it.
However, when most of my friends know about the news that I receive a "Tahniah" sms, they only show their symphatize and some were surprise while feeling sorry for me. 'Huh?!' was what I thought. What's your meaning lah wei? As if I m not going to come back only. That changed my mood cos they thought those who are going NS are going to hell. I m considered so bad luck 0_0 Anyway, not every1 sees NS as hell. & quite a lot of my friends have to go. PK,Jas,YL,HY,WT,Val,Jer etc.
Despite the negative news about NS, I think I am getting priceless experience and a learn-to-be-independent opportunity. The bad things happened in NS are just one in thousands & I believe I wont be that bad luck. & I believe I m tough enough to survive in the camp
 Hope to get the 1st batch~ U can wish me (not in a sacarstic manner) but dont look at me with a 'sorry' word on yr face ok cos I am about to get something good out of NS. Congrats for those who have the same destiny as me cos u r about to experience something new. Since u already got it then accept the fact happily cos keep sighing won't change anything._______________________________________________________________________________________________________
Other stuff>
 Hari Keluarga yesterday. Busy helping class& PSS the whole day. Not bad lah overall getting to work with some classmates & teacher. Open day last Saturday (27/6). I think that my mid-year result is not that good as compared to previous exams but yeah, I m still in my position, which is the cube of 2 times 2 then divided by 4 then plus the cube root of 27 then minus 6. Yeah LoL. I did not really see the position very seriously but I want 'A's for all subjects & I did it. My trials results must be better   Going for Science competition by Taylor's & attended the workshop with my other teammates Ben,GY& HC on Fri. Think it will be fun. But it might clash with Mighty Minds, another Science competition by the Star. Hope not. Need 2 study Bio,Chem,Phy,AddM for it.BySookYing.5/7/09.7.45pm.
6月30日 The GLORY of Leo Club 2008/2009Hehe... Dont misunderstand that i were trying to abandon my blog...
I m such irresponsible to my blog rite, sometimes it's dying then live again then hibernate for a long time... Cos I have not been oning my comp for > 2 weeks. Not that I m that busy lar, just didnt find the need to on recently, no desire to on. I can survive without computer? Hehe.
I said that I will be posting about the rest of the forum & here it is. Basically I m not that satisfied for this year's Leo forum because i attended last year's. Comparing them, almost everything on last year's forum was better. The real big thing was the AWARDS PRESENTATION. I have been waiting for it since i watched the exciting presentation on 2008 forum. However, the presentation as in the ceremony was disappointing
 All in a rush to give out awards, no suspense & less excitement... Quite "cincai"... (due to shortage of time) & low quality of awards... By the way, the awards & amount of awards we received were awesome!!! This was the best part for the Leos from SMK Subang Utama (for the whole forum) as a total of 32 awards received which was record-breaking!!! Being recognized finally as an outstanding secretary 2008/2009
The 2nd night was the presentation of TOP awards! We "sapu" 2 TOPs, Top President Xin Rou & the surprising TOP LEO CLUB Award!!!!! Screamed and Roared like lost control!!! All the hard work for the fiscal year were rewarded, it(the effort) was more than what an award can show, only we know. We were proud. Although i didnt receive the Top award myself, I m satisfied. What could be better than getting the best club? Actually I didnt expect a Top Sec (Some thought i expected), just hoped but not expecting. Who wouldn't hope? & I think I/we were already better(performance) than last fiscal year's (received comments like this too)~ The sleep-sacrificing-recommendations were all worth it. My sincere congratulations to all who got awards.
 Be proud of it Nothing special on the last day. The closing ceremony, squeezing through the crowd to grab our lunches & soon we were bye-ing to the Penang bridge in the bus. At the closing ceremony my incoming sec, asst sec& I competed to copy down the speech of a Lion, what a good way to stop being boring. At last the old one (me) still won
 Cant believe that the forum had ended just like that. In bus watched some movies & reached home very late after reaching school & receiving all the congrats. Will put up photos in my facebook.LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO LEO
Haihz... Today is the ending of our dear fiscal year, fiscal year 2008/2009 cos tomorrow will be July09. The Leo blog is even counting down to the new fiscal year... The incomings all r so looking forward... It's a bit sad for us outgoings to have to pass down our dear club, but happy to say we hand over the club & retire proudly with Leo club of SMKSU at a greater height & improvements after it has been in our hands for a fiscal year.
The calendar is thinning,
 It has to be replaced by a new one one day,
Like us, Old BODs leave,
New ones take over,
Left behind are the glories we won,
And a better club the for the next generation.
Taken away are wonderful memories, priceless experience and lessons learnt,
All that we only earned by giving out & sacrificing.
The beginning of the fiscal year were just like yesterday,
that I clearly remember, And that time i thought,
This will be OUR fiscal year, yay,
 We were ambitious to shape it like what we think is best,
I were ever so committed to it that i think I have never been so to anything else,
Now let the busyness & "happy sufferings" being taken by the incomings,
Please take good care of the club.
It's not only a fiscal year for me, it's 5 years in Leo. No regrets & I m grateful I made the right choice. Finally just THANK YOU to all, seniors, fellow BODs, supportive members. Our performance was actually not really perfect & there can still be improvements to be done. Gambateh to incomings!
 Sook Ying is waving goodbye to LEO fiscal year 2008/2009 (in few hours time) ~ (Actually i re-wrote the 1st half of this post cos my comp suddenly off damn pissed)
BySookYing.30/6/09.9.30pm.
6月12日 Leo Forum 5 days ago, we bade goodbye to the 36th Multiple District 308 Leo Forum 2009 with heavy hearts... ...
(Since forum was the main highlight this holiday so i m going to blog bout it 1st)
Back to a week earlier from now...
SMKSU Leos were at the tours in Penang Island. We reached in the noon, missed our lunch, then had a short tour at Penang, then back to B-suite. Many of our Leos were forced to carry their luggage up to 14-18 floors cos of the limited spaces in the lifts. I was a bit lucky as I was small enough to squeeze in one of the lift with my luggage. Our room is 1707 with PK,WT & MW as my roomates. On the 1st day in that beautiful island, we didnt know that we were about to be surprised by a big NEWS on the following day... ...
Fellowship night/ Superhero night was nth much, not many wore costumes. & we need to snatch dinner cos it was in buffet style& there was such a big hungry crowd surrounding those miserable food. I can say that it was not that fun that night.
Then, 2nd morning was the opening ceremony that most wondered why couldnt it be more interesting. Public speaking was better cos Emm was 1 of the speakers. Congratz Emm for delivering a gd speech& getting 2nd
 Next was the REAL BIG THING of the year... ... The most exciting, looked-forward, breath-taking, significant, long-awaited event was finally here...
Sorry, need to go4 tution, this is to be continued ... ...
Up next: About Awards Presentation; About the rest of forum; Overall About Forum; Campzilla; About my holiday etc etc.
BySookYing.12/6/09.7.00pm. 6月4日 ForumSook Ying is off to Multiple District Leo Forum~~~
Just came back from campzilla (1-3/6). Tired& restless cos only sleep for a total of 7 hours for the 2 nights. Overall the camp was ok &fun. May update bout it later.
Now is the time for Leo forum (5-7/6)!!! It's the event that we really look forward to since long ago. IT'S FINALLY HERE. A little excited. It's in Penang *yummy* ,about 5 hours journey in bus tomorrow morning. 43 from SMKSU went, the largest number in the region!!!
Just really hope that we'll bring GOOD NEWS back! Hope that our club will be awarded what we deserve. Our spirit is always high!~
Leo Club of SMKSU, ROAR ROAR ROAR!!!
BySookYing.4/6/2009.11.20pm. 5月7日 Study seasonThis season is gonna be a study season, where we try to stuff those syllabus in our memory.
Study, what else. Luckily many of the seem-to-be-endless stuffs are mostly settled. & starting to take up my books in May is consider quite late already. So much to be installed into my poor brain. I think my mid-year results are gonna... maybe drop a little? Cos lately have not been concentrating in studies, yet mid-year exam's results are quite important for applying scholarships etc. I m not going to on computer nowadays unless I have to(like today). hehe. Somehow my stress level is able to be maintained low when i deal with studies compared to club stuff (?)
-Anyway I will never neglect my studies no matter what-
* Sometimes this naughty pixie called lonely will attack my empty heart. Just feel that I want to shorten the distance between me and many of my friends badly. Luckily it leave me free most of the time.*
I am so looking forward to the Leo Forum !!! It's a month's time from now! It excites me whenever I think about it. Expect that I'll enjoy a great time on 5-7 June
 Btw this is the newspaper cutting of PTMN:
 Thanks to YC & XC again~
BySookYing.7/5/2009.8.10pm.
5月1日 M o o d - yExploring the outside world
Fill my mind with knowledge gained by experience
See for myself, feel for it
Train myself to deal with new surroundings
Learn to manage everything that occurs without those I always be with around me
Suit myself in the new culture in the shortest time
Mingles with different people
Exchanging thoughts
Widen my view and perspective
Learn to overcome the fear caused by unfamiliarness
Enjoy every moment of the journey
All are the reasons why I want to be a youth exchangee and looking forward to it. Will I be honourned the chance? That depends on the Youth Exchange department since I've already done what I can. Submitted the forms after going through all the procedures. Finally settled. But only the application. There will still be interviews, tests etc. Need to do a little study on Australia,New Zealand &Japan. My General Knowledge is real low. hmm. A disadvantage for me =.=
PassionTowardsMotherNature. SinChew dailiy 29th Apr 2009. My dear treasure was finally exposed to the public through the paper. THANKYOU. Thanks. Sorry. A good news right... ... A late one.
Sorry dear for letting u wait in the dark. Not being able to see any lights, noone visits u. No one really knows about yr condition now. U are suppose to be admired, to enjoy the impressed looks of people staring at you, listening to their "wow"s, to inspire people to have a heart for nature, to bring messages and awareness. & I am responsiblie for that. But I... I created u but hide u in the dark over d months. Enduring the dust, spiders, loneliness... I did do something, not not at all, but they didnt work that gd. U still need2 suffer, not having the chance to open up. My effort is not enough. In the process of producing you, my determination& all the passion was fading. Little is left now. However, U need to be displayed. That's the purpose of your existence. I need to get u the attention. Set a dateline.Mid June will be the end of your suffer..
I am not insane.
BySookYing.30/4/09.8.00p.m.
4月27日 What a Friday This blog is inactive due to some reasons. & I doubt anyone will visit it. =( I'll try to keep it updated anyhow.
Last Friday was such a restless day where my schedule was full & also some important events occured. School as usual; Accounts quiz which made me realize that I dont remember much about what I learnt (Bcos didnt revise); Chinese DEBATE(!!!); Leo Proficiency Interview =); 2 tutions: Accounts & BM which were more than 3 hours...
Chinese Debate.
Title: "Teaching by using love and caring is better than physical punishment".
Stand: Opposition (Physical punishment is better)
Team members: WChin, FTC, Soong.
This was the first time I am in a debate competition. A lot of preparations, researches and discussions need to be done before the very day. I am the concluder, the 4th speaker of my team. A lil nervous b4 the competition. My performance? *Shakes head* Not smooth when delivering my speech and lack of confidence. However our team won the form 1s. But the comments from the judges were not gd. Still much to learn... & it's not finished yet... Next round is this Sat where our title is quite ok.
Proficiency Interview!! This is very IMPORTANT for me as my award (Secretary) partially depending on my performance in it. & there'll be subsidy for Youth Exchange. Many SU Leos took the test but they were taking the Saturday batch. I had to go Friday as Sat is Hari Anugerah Cemerlang. I even skipped part of my accounts tution &rushed there 0_0 I didnt expect a writing test for the proficiency but it was ok. The interview was much better than expected, quite relax etc. Thus i think i stand a high chance to pass
 wee~ Good luck for all SU Leos who took it! =P What a tiring Friday! My whole day was gone like that. & Saturday, morning was Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang but I wasted quite lot of time after that =.= ntv7 came& reported on the Anugerah Cemerlang but was more of the politics stuff x.x I am worried of my studies cos so busy for other stuff... Actually i think the March test my results already dropped a little. Please bounce back this time... Damn lotttttttttt to cover for midyear exam!!!
Wanna mention about my blood test. Took it 18/4(Sat). First time too. The process of sucking out of blood didnt hurt much/ feels nth BUT... ...
the sight of blood made me emo...... the phobia was attacking me (mentally) T.T Some day i MUST overcome it!
 The report indicates that I do not hv main health problems although my haemoglobin is lacking...1 more thing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI KHEE! (26/4)
 BySookYing.27/4/09.8.02pm.
4月13日 This blog is not deadPhotos of Leo Projects from February to March 09 are available here! (Scroll down)
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Hello everyone! I miss my blog!
Yea a longggggg time did not update here edy. Hehe, can imagine how busy/lazy am I? I was really occupied for the whole March til early April. Finally got some stuff settled and felt quite relieved~
 There were/ are a lot of stuff going on, like endless Leo projects such as IR Day; paperwork, debate, Caligraphy competition, Ching Meng, etc etc. I do not have much time now so I'll update my blog as soon as possible. So see you! <33
BySookYing.13/4/09.11.30pm. 3月19日 EnjoymentRandom: I like mysteries, I want to be mysterious, but I don't think I am.
3rd March- Thank you for all your wishes, belated wishes etc... <33
 A belated cake & nice Japanese diner XD-Longggggggg time did not leave something here edy... So cold here... Now going to warm it up with a post haha.
March...erm... yea exams on the 1st week. They were ok although i was so busy doing reports on those days... Some results are in my hands. I m glad that I can accept them, no matter good or bad. The results shouldn't matter very much like what Mr Tan said.
March is a damn busy month, especially on club stuff. Many things have to be settled, passed down, completed... This holiday? Hardly any time for anything lol. (Not a holiday for me at all) Almost everyday of mine is reserved for club activities, who ask our club to be so active? Just came back from Leo Camp, car wash &trip to SPCA/NKF. Happy that car wash
 was a huge success XD Luckily we didnt gave up due to the rain  I am also proud of myself being one of the leaders and also my team!! Go team 3! Great job guys! Leo camp? Not perfect but quite fun overall being a committee(although not very involved in the planning before the camp). Some activities were not bad, especially my dear anti-smoking campaign of course ^^ Although it was quite a last-minute planning, it turned out to be quite well & they liked it! (cos of the lame sketch mah) The BODs enjoy acting & members enjoy watching
Too bad for those who did not watch the BODs acting which nobody would not laugh LOL. I  myself for writing the script wei LOLLLLL XD The trip to NKF & SPCA was not too bad lah although the OCs need to be more organized. I definitely dont want to remember the smell of dogs& cats in SPCA =.= LOL. Will upload more Leo proj photos when free! -> No one was dry! ^^The SKETCH!! 'Pn Tan PN' was lecturing ->
  I enjoy being crazy, I enjoy being a leader, I enjoy interacting, I enjoy acting, I enjoy teaching others, I enjoy participating in projects, I enjoy the taste of success after all the efforts, I enjoy being proud of myself, I enjoy LIFe !!! Lately have been quite satisfied with everything. Carefree as long as you are happy~ I can't say that I am not stress and overload sometimes but when they are over, I won't recall much on the hardship but more on the sweet part. So they're worth it. Life is wonderful if you r being positive (++)
Gamma outing? Arrived late cos of the visit to NKF&SPCA. Took a few photos(only) then played pool for the 1st time. Not bad except for the atmosphere which is full of harmful chemicals... I don't like to lie & definitely agree that one lie will lead to another lie (then endless lies). & I didn't. Hope u were safe 0_0
 >5G/09 BySookYing.19/3/09.8.06pm.
3月1日 The TurningTwo more days. The day after tomorrow. I am going to bid goodbye to 16.
Already used to it where each year, 3rdMarch will surely falls in the exam week. Not really expecting anything. Cant explain but not feeling anything special about it or no mood to celebrate anything. I'll be glad if I go through the day like normal and nothing unhappy happens. I am satisfy and grateful with everything and what I am now.
Wishes? To be success in what I am up to and gets nearer to my dreams. Good things remain and bad things improve.
Only half-prepared for exams. Not really expecting that high, just As will do. All the best for all students in your tests!~
BySookYing.1/3/09.10.33pm. 2月23日 Busy Week I do not hv that much enthusiasm for blogging recently. My purpose of blogging is blurred. & it's a little time-consuming sometimes. Mayb i'll not blog that much about my schedule those but post some articles or my thoughts in future.
Exams is on next week. Hardly find time to study or do what I'm suppose to. My studies, future, club matters, projects etc are toturing me mentally, creating all the stress and pressure that surrounds me. I know this can't be compared to those I'll face in future or when I m in higher level of studies. More are coming... For Leo, there are many to be settled towards the end of this fiscal year (unofficially), too many. The younger generations are about to take over these "suffers" soon... *evil laughs* And that time, I think I'll be missing the days I "was" a club sec...
 I may be planning for Passion Towards MN part 2, which will be a BIG event. I can imagine those who knows about PTMN saying "not again!" when they read this. hahahaha... Dont worry guys, this is about displaying our hard work, promote it & organize some environmental activities. We are OFFERED to do so! Let as many ppl as possible to know bout it!!! WOW... such a big project, I really need your help, advice & support!
Pray for the success... ->The priceless treasure I miss u dearly, my collage
 Sukan tara last Thu. Very satisfied with my performance in lompat jauh but not lontar bola. I can jump pass the 2nd line, maximum points! =) But there were consequences. My abdomen& limb muscles took 3 days to recover from the muscle ache =.=" Last weekend went back to Melaka for aunt's wedding. Then yesterday, rushed back in the morning to watch Leo Idol finals in the noon. Jamie, Joel & Revathi from SMKSU got into the finals but they didnt manage to be in top 3. 1st- Christopher(Tmn SEA); 2nd-Michelle(USJ 8); 3rd-Andrew (USJ 8). Congrats!~ for winners& also committee.
May not be updating til exam is over. Studies & reporting filled my week. Hope I'll stick to my study timetable.
BySookYing.23/2/09.7.06pm. 2月14日 Happy VdayHappy Valentine's Day !
to all my friends!
Thx WT 4 d  *********************************************************************************
+ Rest In Peace +
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Sexie
Died 13.02.09
The experiment was better than what i thought. I was totally ok. I am one little step nearer to my dreams though the steps infront are still numerous. I watched frog dissection in YouTube before the experiment, so i was kinda prepared. Those who are going to do better watch the videos, it may help. Pity frogs ...
BySookYing.14/2/09.11.28pm.
2月12日 Breath-taking There were 2 "breath-taking" things took place today. Really short of O2 edy.
This morning was Larian Lebuhraya of our school. Ran for my last year XD I think i was better than last year cos practiced a little before it. Ran some walked some & almost couldnt cope with my oxygen debt. I got Q11 which i think is 26th place in my category. Then, before the ending of the whole event, walked to PK's hse to visit my little friend there. And that was the "horrifying" part...
I talked about yesterday 1st. Before tution, PKhee & me went to buy our "little friend" for experimental purpose. We managed to find them on the 3rd restaurant we went. Those little ones were all kept in the plastic bag with holes. I prepared a small bucket with a basket as a cover to make it its temporary home (& last home
 ). When the man in the restaurant caught the 1st one out of the plastic, we were like... *mouth open* The size is HUGE...... I probably never see something like that before. The one i caught in kampung was so tiny & skinny as compared to these. I imagined frogs are like the one in kampung, I thought the one we are dissecting is only a little bigger than the kampung frog. The triple in size make us... SHOCKED. It has so much fat. (Should be quite nutritious lol) I asked for the smallest they had. The man put it in the bucket, covering it with the basket. I didnt even dare to hold the bucket. PK took it to the car & i found some stones to give weigh to the basket so it wont hv the chance to jump away. We laughed non-stop to hide our fears. PK could even feel the bucket shaking when i was finding the stones. hahahaha... To get rid of our fears, I went to PK's hse to spend a little time with it today. We decided to try catch it in our hands so it will be easier for us to do that tomorrow. PK's grandma even showed us the way to catch it because we didnt know how to & we were too afraid. We squatted beside the frog for almost half an hour (to prepare ourselves mentally?) before we dare to make any move. Slowly and nervously i put my hand in the bucket to try to grab hold of it. When my hands touched it, it struggled a little that make us jump. *gasping for air* That added to my fear but I was not intending to give up. PK managed to grab it in the air after some tremble. It struggled maybe because it was not comfortable in the way she grabbed it. Yeah, success! She managed to catch it. It was my turn. The beating of my heart was getting faster. U know what did i do to overcome my fear? Communicate with it! It might sounds insane but i think that worked. I "sayang" it a few times & talked with it & it actually did not struggle much when I caught it u know. Immediately my fear vanished magicallly! It was actually that simple, not scary. What a fool was I who wasted so much time & feelings over an animal which is many times smaller than me & does not harm. I just named it "Sexie" so i will remember.
The pail with cover>
 Is Sexie Sexy? Sexie & me>
 Look at Sexie's long feet!>
 I know that was stupid. You may think that you won't be afraid of something until you really face it. It's like us. We thought that what is to be afraid of a frog before we saw it. I always think that it'll be so easy & nothing to be scared about when it is not infront of me. But facing it, the fears in us surface & we can't find our courage and confident we thought we have. I can't help it. I will just lost control and let the fear to overtake me. Actually Sexie the frog might be more afraid of us than us afraid of it. Poor thing... She had to sacrifice in lest than 24 hours' time. After the communication and contact with it, we actually feel tak sampai hati to kill it... It has become our friend although only being together for less than an hour. So sad to have to kill a friend T.T Sexie, I know it is very unfair to end your life just to further our knowledge & experience or for our future, but... Sorry...
 Sexie may have already passed away when u r reading this post... I am quite nervous and worry for tomorrow. Even I dared to hold it, dissecting it will be much difficult. & I am not sure whether I'll lose control when I see its blood. I still haven't managed to overcome my fear for blood. Pray for success tomorrow...BySookYing.12/1/09.9.45pm.
2月8日 Events on CNY Sorry for not updating earlier. I was occupied the week after CNY holidays. Larian Lebuhraya is next Thurs(12/2) & I started to practice running in gym. Once every 2 days with increasing distance. Just to get ready for it& run better. I hvnt really post bout my CNY and here it is. I said I gained 2 new experience in CNY. They are:
 MahjongI did not come across to it much until this CNY. My uncle taught us the kids to play mahjong that he brought. We learnt and played quite a lot since nth much to do in Melaka. We learnt one of the ways of playing it. This game needs luck and also skill. I think my luck is not too bad.
 Did not gamble a lot cos i didnt play poker cards. Driving Since I was small, I always dream of driving a car(yea in my dreams when i sleep). That shows how much I look forward to it. hahaha.. I am finally reaching the legal age of driving(23 more days from now) so I want some practice before I attend a driving school. On 5th Feb evening, I asked my mum to teach me when others were busy playing mahjong. (What a good chance) Borrowed my uncle's proton and went to the carpark of a stadium near my grandma's hse. It is a large place for me to drive since there were no cars. After the demonstration by my mum, I drove for the FIRST TIME in my life. In a manual car. Clutch> Gear 1> release hand break> Release clutch while stepping accelerator> clutch> gear 2> Release clutch and accelerating simultaneously... ... WOW.
I think the most difficult part is releasing the clutch and stepping on the accelerator because they must be done in the same time. & u cant step the accelerator too deep cos the car will "fly" infront in a sudden. I was trying to master the "release clutch+accelerate". There were a few times where the car shake and the engine "died" because i failed do that properly. x_x" My mum said the car was "disco-ing" hahahaha.. Other than that, the braking is also not easy cos u need to step clutch& put the gear to 0 at the same time when u brake.
Mmm... I only drove for 20 mins & hv not master the skill yet. That was just trying. I discovered that driving was not that difficult but also not easy, & not that fun. haha.. I didnt feel anything special despite that was the first time my "dreams" come true. I think i hv to be more relax when driving so I can drive better. Gd experience.
That's the 2 experience in CNY. 1 more thing I want to mention. It's about Mr. Froggie. Our Bio teacher, Pn J told us we that r going to dissect frog at the week after CNY. One morning in kampung, my relatives caught a frog in the kitchen & when they r going to throw it outside, i stop them & said i want it. kekekeh...*evil laughs* Then i put it in a big pail. It couldnt jump out bcos of the height of the pail. My purpose was not to dissect it la,
& u know what, Pn J was absent for the whole week cos of dengue. So the "bloody" experiment had to delay. Hope i can perform calmly & like a professional. LoL...
Just now went to attend Lions meeting but end up wasting time cos the meeting was postponed. We didnt know & we knew only after we arrived. "X#@*&^%#x@^..." Dono who to blame. Tmr i will b occupied. Morning got meeting & tution then piano class
BySookYing.8/2/09.10.40pm. 2月1日 Bye CNY holidays I am back from Jasin, Melaka for Chinese New Year. Somehow, this year's CNY does not feel like CNY that much as compared to previous years. Probably because I didnt really go to visit relatives & friends to 拜年 & didnt receive much visits. We went back to my mum's hometown a little earlier this year that is on the 1st day of CNY. Anyway, for me,there was still something in this CNY. I gained 2 new experiences, totally new for me. Will blog about them later maybe tomorrow or Tue cos not quite free now.
Went for movie "The Wedding Game" yesterday with my aunt,uncle & siblings. The movie was ok but the other 2 earlier SIngapore movies were better. No many comments on it. Ate ramen after that. I didnt achieve what I planned in the CNY holidays (like expected). Cant stop scolding myself, but what's the use. I think I am going to plan something that I can really achieve and will try to achieve for my weekly planner. It's February now. A month has passed in this year. I must really start being serious and waste no more time. Can I?
Pls await for my next post...
BySookYing.1/2/09.10.01pm. 1月26日 Year of Ox is here!!!Bye bye year of rat! Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Wow, today is the 1st day of the year! For me, Chinese New Year is not about money but the merry atmosphere, the traditions, the new attire, red decorations, joy, happiness, gatherings, wishes, delicious food, those songs in minor key, TV shows, fire crackers etc. hahaha... Sad to say that the atmosphere of CNY is fading year by year... However, CNY is really a special festival to us. Love it~
I m always proud of my race (nth racist intended). Yesterday i baked. Cookies. WT's recipe. It was quite difficult to control the time of baking. My oven is too small, can only fit 8 cookies one time. Spent a lot of time on that. The outcome was ok... Some were burn, haha... Had "tuan yuan fan" at home. Will balik kampung either today or tomorrow to my mum's hometown in Jasin, Melaka. Actually I have planned a long list of to-dos in this CNY holiday... But looks like it is very difficult to achieve T.T... Cos CNY mood ma! & want 2 enjoy!
Prayer>
 Our 团圆饭> ***********************************************************************
Happy belated birthday to my beloved cute sister, Jean! Her birthday was on the 24th Jan and he is 4 years old now! She talks & acts like an adult sometimes. She's smart (like me ;P) *syok sendiri* Hope she'll grow up healthily & happily =)
We had a celebration at home last Sat>
 Jean & me>
 About 4 years ago> Again, wish those who celebrate CNY:
└┐．．┌┘───╮∴° ╭┴──┤HAPPY ├╮ │ｏ ｏ│牛YEAR │●° Enjoy~ ╰┬──╯ │ ∴°﹒ ☆ ˍ|ˍ/ˍˍˍˍˍ/∴☆ GONG XI GONG XI ! ---
BySookYing.26/1/09.2.30pm.
1月19日 A Fresh look ; Caligraphy Went for a change today. I've got a new style now. Wanted to surprise all who know me. Wanted a more stylish, naughty and wild style but it ended up looking like a good girl. It's ok anyway. No more pony tail. A distinct difference. The last time i shorten it was not long ago, not more than 2 months actually. This time I was ajak by my mum, can consider it's for new year. I also wanted to show that I am not afraid to change& try new things.
  Not pretty stylish as i expected / How does this look? Pls comment.
I did not put up photos that show my face cos i want u guys to see yourself how does I look.
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Attended the caligraphy competition kinda as wakil sek. in Klang Parade last Friday morning (school time haha). 9 of us from SU, 4 is in the upper secondary group: PKhee, HChin, De Chai & me. Went by Pn Tan PN& Pn Yeoh's car. Saw lots of students from different categories even primary school. Klang ppl r good in caligraphy. We cant really compete with them. Actually we 3 (PK,HC,me) went for the competition just for fun not really expecting to win. DChai was quite gd. We went back before the announcement of the result. Then in afternoon is the caligraphy competition organized by the Chinese society of the school. Wrote for the 2nd time. I m quite satisfy with my work but I cant say that I m gd, really. Caligraphy is actually not really my passion/ interest, just that i m slightly better than others so i earn the chance to represent school =.=
My art work>
 Our art work>  The 5 words i wrote:
     Right photo: My writing for the competition in school. I think it's better.
 My weekly timetable was officially launched this week. Played the funny & lame "Continuing Story" game in school with PK,JYee &JYin like what we played at Ms Ruth's class last Sat. Dame lame but funny. hahaha... Gd nite.
BySookYing.19/1/09.10.52pm.
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